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That was cool and I liked everything about that trip, but nothing was like him. Since the first time he was sitting there I knew there will be a story, but why it goes so wrong and life is not fair. Raed, or he’s called ‘ma yegdar’ and ‘bu 3abdalla’, he’s damnly smoker he was smoking and Im dying to get a smoke when I smell it I wanted to throw myself out to get that! 
 Anyway, at evening a woman asked him ” Raed how old is 3abdalla now ?! ” Me: ?!!?!!???!. He’s married ? he has a son? his son is one year, 6 months? he’ll leave his current job coz he wanna work at something related to his study. Why everything started to change in a sudden? I felt bad, unlucky I know I wont fell in love with him for sure even if he was single but … that was a strange feeling really.
 Then why Ali chases me in uni ? I wondered for those two week we’ve been in uni, whenever I go he was there in every section he was there, asks and try to give comments about what I say till I stopped talking so the four doctors asked me what happened to me, that funny one asked me to open my mouth to see if there’s any gum I hide so I dont talk haha. Later, I suddenly stopped and turned behind me to catch him.
Me: hey you, whats wrong?! you’re chasing me for two weeks and I hate this ok

Him: chasing you?! hehe no 3mry Im not

Me: really? I see you so dont play with me

Him: see what I know you’re not blind but Im not chasing you and excuse me now I have to be on time ;)

Me: hey stop, look this is the last time and I dont wanna see you again

Him: would you let me see your timetable please?!

Me: what? why?!!!!

Him: Ill show you your stupidity :P

(I gave him my timetable)
Him: look dear it’s the same, we have the same timetables exactly, Im not chasing you pretty ;p Fuck!!

Let’s die
Let’s cry
Let’s do anything together
cause anything together is better

Life sucks really
But we have to deal with it

here’s my favorite ever all girl interrupted videos are awesome and inspired

I feel it agian as I used to. Im exhausted, frustrated, tired, hopeless, lost, damn worthless. there’s nothing more to express what I feel.
 Yousif is damn playa he’s playing no more so I wont do anything with him let him go to hell with his cursed promises and invitations.
I miss all my friends and I hardly see them now. Its ramadan and its hard to remember their memories every year. But as Nelly Furtado says in her song ”why do all good things come to an end? ”. I hope it will over and distance will be fucked up.
 Winona Ryder is just so fablous. i wont think something else about her ever, she’s the perfect actress to make you in. so im still looking for her movies DVDs so if anyone can tell me where can I find the movie ‘Girl interrupted’ which actually reflects my life and … the real Me!!
 why did they broke up im dying and suffering to know, im so curious when it comes to my friend’s relationship, when he told me that he broke up with her for about a year ago i wasnt completly shoked though he loved her damn wildly, but i knew that ‘ all good things come to an end!!” and just like i feel now that my relationship will be broken too !! i dont hope so but thats what always happens even when everything is going fine and perfect and you try as hard as you can to make it goes as it is but .. all good things come to an end its Nelly’s theory.

To remind myself I’ve got 3 theories till now. Yoyo’s theory says ”when girls want to get something or when they want something to happen they can do it and when a girl says ‘I cant’ that means she doesnt want somehow!” I didnt believe his theory when I first heard it but later I did. Che’s theory says ‘ages do not mean anything they’re numbers no more.. only numbers” . :) 

Now, all my old friends started to talk again and look at me in the eye, they ask and pretend as if they really care but I know them well. He returned after all this time and asked me if I wanna give him a slap on his face, well I told him that I dont, actually I wanted to give him more than slaps and kicks, he’s an asshole I mean it !
  He talked about his broke up as if it was a lovely story and I was excited to hear, I was stuck when he was sitting there and talking, man its not interesting. After along time of ignoring and avoiding me he came to tell me that he hates my major. whats the fuck ?! Boys are weird in general but they’re different in the way of being weird. thats not cool.
 Che thinks Im a liar. ok dear I am and so what. I lie about everything but Im not forcing anyone to stay with me and talk and so on if that someone thinks Im a lia !! I mean if I was in his place I wont give a damn Ill just leave