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September 26, 2007

as usual

I feel it agian as I used to. Im exhausted, frustrated, tired, hopeless, lost, damn worthless. there’s nothing more to express what I feel.
 Yousif is damn playa he’s playing no more so I wont do anything with him let him go to hell with his cursed promises and invitations.
I miss all my friends and I hardly see them now. Its ramadan and its hard to remember their memories every year. But as Nelly Furtado says in her song ”why do all good things come to an end? ”. I hope it will over and distance will be fucked up.
 Winona Ryder is just so fablous. i wont think something else about her ever, she’s the perfect actress to make you in. so im still looking for her movies DVDs so if anyone can tell me where can I find the movie ‘Girl interrupted’ which actually reflects my life and … the real Me!!
 why did they broke up im dying and suffering to know, im so curious when it comes to my friend’s relationship, when he told me that he broke up with her for about a year ago i wasnt completly shoked though he loved her damn wildly, but i knew that ‘ all good things come to an end!!” and just like i feel now that my relationship will be broken too !! i dont hope so but thats what always happens even when everything is going fine and perfect and you try as hard as you can to make it goes as it is but .. all good things come to an end its Nelly’s theory.

To remind myself I’ve got 3 theories till now. Yoyo’s theory says ”when girls want to get something or when they want something to happen they can do it and when a girl says ‘I cant’ that means she doesnt want somehow!” I didnt believe his theory when I first heard it but later I did. Che’s theory says ‘ages do not mean anything they’re numbers no more.. only numbers” . :)