Therapy!
Mom, Dad, what part of ”leave me alone” you didnt understand ?! WTF, do I need to be a citizen in the US to say Im over 18 everyday ?! Sometimes, no not sometimes but you always want to do whatever there’s living in your head, but there’s always your parents to stop you. Duh.
One day I’ll be no longer living in this country, I swear. I was about to do it. here is the silly weird terrifying story, I was about 16 or 17 not sure, I got my first ticket to UK for free. How?? I cant mention that, I was a way too lucky. On the day of traveling, I prepared my bags and stuffs, and called the Taxi (hell, I was too young to do all of that alone, but I did). Luckily my parents were’nt home and I still remember that they were in the clinic secretly to talk to my therapist, I caught them later haha :D. Anyway, when I was sitting on the seat in that freazin taxi with the smell of smoke, I felt like, am I going to be there all alone ?!
My entire voice: No, there’s people there, dumb!!
My brain: but they’d be strangers and christians, I dont know where to stay and where to study, how to live, how to get my pocket money….etc.
Entire voice: everything is gonna be fine when you reach there. common you’re only one step away.
Me: (loudly) can you return back home please ?!
Taxi man: why? … sorry .. OK !
when I returned back home, I arranged everything back like it was origianlly. Parents home. they called: heeeeeeey are you home Icon ?!
Me: people! where else to go.
They: emm, we dont know you may run away or something, you may hang yourself. you’re psycho!!!!!!
I am not sick, ok ?. I dont need therapy. But I always need to call my psychiatrist. Shit, when Ill just recover. Do I really want that ? not sure!
