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Ok, so today and for a reason again my ED (Eating Disorder) started to get worse again. I thought its over and Im getting better, Im gainging weight and everything is going to be okay, but it always comes again!! So, no pills, no throwing up, no working out, because I have to gain weight whether I liked that or not. I beat anorexia !! 
 Anyway, we talked last night, busy life but its ok. I was really pissed off this morning when I received this msg “I hate to say this but good morning”, that’s because last night I sent “OK, I hate to say this but good night”. Maybe I should know that people aren’t like me now, they have to go to work, the have to things to do, they have much important to think about. I felt like a shit.   本物のたわごと

 Again, I am proud to be bahraini, I don’t care about persians, I dont care about whats going on around, I dont care if this country faces trouble, any kind of troubles, I will always be bahraini. I know I am zisht. hal shuma chetor ast ?!
   I wont miss anyone, I can act and pretend carelessness !!

 ”Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun ..shine on you crazy diamond” Please don’t be just a memory like others.

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 *Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder affecting mainly girls or women, although boys or men can also suffer from it. It usually starts in the teenage years.

It is difficult to estimate how common it is but surveys suggest that up to 1 per cent of schoolgirls and female university students have anorexia nervosa. This may be an underestimate.

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Hey, its holiday and nothing sounds great so far. Fighting with parents, cannot get on well with sister, I wont see my friends that much and that journey to Dubai has been canceled!! Woow, thats all what I need to live a wonderful holiday.

 Too many friends and people around are talking about changing majors which is unpleasant thing no doubt, and though it doesnt mean anything for me but somehow it scares me. God, changing majors ?! Never mind, my results will be shown on 4th Feb, should I be concerned about it?! I am not, honestly Im excited and god may help.
 
 For someone who works in REEF, life is fun with lots of work and boring without going work. Yes thats weird for most of people but why does someone enjoy his job like that, its credit control !! who would like to work on his weekend days?!  神. No matter how much you get paid, no one should work that much, gym, work, restaurant, work, sleep, gym, work, restaurant, work, restaurant, sleep..atc, GOD !!! I would die like that. 

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One final exam left and I’ll finally start my holiday. Actually I wasn’t waiting for this holiday like others, simply because I wasn’t stress and depressed in studying like them, 4 subjects with UTH system were pretty fine .. you wouldnt hate your life and study like that.

  I don’t miss TV but TV miss me alot, I am no longer busy since 16 June 2007 and though I dont have time for watching it, DVD, videos, ipod, players and other stuffs are enough for me now. Thank you Japan. ありがとう

 Anyway, I’ve been doing pretty good in all my 3 exams and I hope do the same tomorrow, Im really optimistic about that, but still ..who knows what Im going to do !!
 
 shuma dar rashtayy adabyat *** dars me5oned
 Who knows about persians and who doesn’t, they’re different, you find the good one and the worse, but people you have to know they’re not cruel, you have to think about it, and hey persians dont disturb/insult this country, others do. He sounded so serious and so do I, but think changes rapidly..yes to the negative direction, and of course I hate that, we were fine, but “all good things come to an end”.
  New friends and new people are both great to happen in someone’s life. I have that great thing in my life now.

 Thanks god for everything, god may bless all of us.

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 Happening for a while ..
 Mom cheats Dad
 Sis cheats us
 I cheat them all !!