Just nothing
Ok, so today and for a reason again my ED (Eating Disorder) started to get worse again. I thought its over and Im getting better, Im gainging weight and everything is going to be okay, but it always comes again!! So, no pills, no throwing up, no working out, because I have to gain weight whether I liked that or not. I beat anorexia !!
Anyway, we talked last night, busy life but its ok. I was really pissed off this morning when I received this msg “I hate to say this but good morning”, that’s because last night I sent “OK, I hate to say this but good night”. Maybe I should know that people aren’t like me now, they have to go to work, the have to things to do, they have much important to think about. I felt like a shit. 本物のたわごと
Again, I am proud to be bahraini, I don’t care about persians, I dont care about whats going on around, I dont care if this country faces trouble, any kind of troubles, I will always be bahraini. I know I am zisht. hal shuma chetor ast ?!
I wont miss anyone, I can act and pretend carelessness !!
”Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun ..shine on you crazy diamond” Please don’t be just a memory like others.
Vous n’oublierez pas moi
*Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder affecting mainly girls or women, although boys or men can also suffer from it. It usually starts in the teenage years.
It is difficult to estimate how common it is but surveys suggest that up to 1 per cent of schoolgirls and female university students have anorexia nervosa. This may be an underestimate.
