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Exams kill, dont they? yes they kill. They bring more sicknesses no doubt about that, anxiety, stress, headache..etc. Im not over complaining but that’s what I have recently realized. Tomorrow is my last exam and I’ll sleep forever when go back home. Hopefully I wont lose any of my GPA, Im not ready to know that Im getting worse in everything.
My journey to Vegas is soon, I will finally break free for a while, its going to be very stressful there but I guess it’s much better. I need to stay away from all what has happened through this year, people think that Im someone else because there’s a girl who said that she’s me (pretty interesting, isnt it?!), I want to stay away from some people due to the lack of kindess they have. Friends who talk behind my back, they’re nice to me but think that you tell lies all the time. This world is going nut!!
What sucks most is that my therapist still thinks I’m making no progress at all, he says that telling him that I’m doing my best isn’t enough and I might lie about that. I’m very honest and got the best damn therapist in the whole universe. Everytime I go there and sit in his sight to check me out he keeps looking for minutes to tell me at the end “poor thing dear, what are you doing through week days?? how often do you eat?” .. I eat like a wild animal but that doesnt work, then what the hell I’m supposed to do?! Fuck this disease.
On the other side, what makes this world is even worse instead of making it better for drivers, those police men who stop people like me …innocent people lets say hehe. I was driving in peace, he just stopped me to ask me about my name and whose car I was driving, how old I am .. and yeah wait listen to this lovely question .. where did you get this nice hair cut?!! Duhhhh. I just wanted to know what’s wrong and why he asked me all those silly questions, at the end he asked me to enjoy driving and that he wanted to check something no more.
I will take a long break, it’s going to be forever as I said. I wont open a book and won’t read a word unless for my benefit!!
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Come on cheer up, at lest you dont have summer semester and you are going to VEGAS WOOOHOO !!!
Argale 06.21.08 @ 5:43 pmAnd you know, its hard to find a good friend these days but try your best and kick these people who hurt you away to avoid them.
But the best part is when the police man abused his rights as ( the soo called good guy ) in order to talk to you, just another way on how the retarded human being can be..
And wish you good luck with your disease..
i cant see how Vegas could be fun for girls!?
lizardo 06.21.08 @ 10:34 pm