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It was a really hard night, very sleepless one, although I’ve started my new job on August 1st I still cant get used to sleep early, early means before 3am, I tried my best to sleep ealier last night but there was no positive results. 

 I decided to turn the DVD player on and I started to watch old seasons of Grey’s Anatomy, Heroes, Dexter and Friends, digging into London Dairy ice cream jar, it has been my only resource to get my intake of calories. It was pretty nice to lay down naked watching all these stuff to feed my head and my heart, I’m Leo so I got bored. I turned the indivdual party off and tried to sleep again and shake the bad thoughts away, that is when I noticed three missed calls from a strange number so I called back for once but nobody answered, soon it rang and I picked up..

Me: Hellow..

Her: Hi, who is this?!

Me: sorry, you’re calling, may I know who is talking?

Her: No, you just called minutes ago, it’s not my number, it’s my husband’s..

Me: Ok, but I dont know your husband, I just called back when I saw three missed calls from this number, that’s it and I apologize..

Her: if you know my husband just tell me, I know about him and I know that he plays with many girls and he drinks, he’s just playing around and you better tell me if you know him to protect yourself.. (I smelled a scent of a trouble)

Me: wait wait, please wait, I honeslty don’t know what you’re talking about, I dont know your husband, I just called back and I guess it was my biggest mistake.

Her: Listen, he’s missing now, cops are trying to find him ok? he’s amarican and he’s been missing since 10 days now and we all are trying to find him, please tell me where is he now, by the way he’s mentally sick so you’ll be in danger ..

Me: what? hey I told you I know nothing about this whole thing, I dont know you, I dont know your husband, I wish i could help you but sorry ..

That was pretty weird, she was telling me about details that I dont give a damn about, she asked me about my name, if I’m bahraini or not or if I’m half bahraini, my age .. I kinda felt it was a dream or something.

 The minute I left the phone and started to think about what she said, it range again so I thought she missed a question or some details about her missing husband, but it actually was another strange number..

 Me: Hiiiii (yawning), sorry..Hi

 Him: Hi? Nader?

Me: no no, it’s ok, I guess you called the wrong number, it’s ok you’re forgiven , bye.

Him: no wait, I..I think it’s Nader’s number right?!

Me: well, does my voice sound like I’m someone called Nader?!

Him: no at all!! but my friend’s number is like yours but it has 9 instead of 6 in the middle ..

Me: its ok, you’re forgiven, have a nice day.

Him: ermmm, wait is it ok to call on this number again?!

Me: on this number? for what purpose?

Him: I just ..ermm..I just like your voice

Me: fuck off, NO YOU CANNOT.

 That was really ridiculous, who’s that asshole who calls people at 5 am for no purpose and then he gets a really good purpose, all I wanted is to get some time to sleep just to be able to fake a smile on my face in the morning.

It is really amazing, now and for the first time in history cell phones aren’t just for calling or sending SMS’. Nowadays you can make a cellphone popcorn party.

While there are rumors that these wildly popular videos of a posse of cellphones popping popcorn by their rings or other unknown death rays are fixed, BoomTown actually does not care one iota, as the remote possibility that they are not is freaking me out.
  Frankly, it would freak Orville Redenbacher out too.But they are still riveting.

Cool cool cool, I like it when I fool…(eagerly)
Ok, that sounds so cruel, but sometimes fooling others makes Fun. You get what you want easily. Winks.

Thanks Dad, I can always be sick to get such things from you. You rock Mr.H.

 I bet that no one knows the feeling of being an anorexic. To starve all day long, feeling the hunger burning your stomach and yet you love it. It makes you light, satisfied, and the most important thing .. having Control. Though, your fear of losing consciousness is so damn big. There’s a big fear inside your head that you’re going to pass out in front of everyone’s eyes, and you wont be able to face them two days later.
 
 It sucks when you see normal people, they can walk, think, work, study and do everything else without thinking about their weight and if they’re huge or not, and the fact is that they’re so perfect or they could be sooooo skinny and look sick.

   That’s how an anorexic feels, that’s how I actually feel and hate to feel. I dont know how I got it, why me? why it’s so bad? why I can’t just eat?!
 
   When I hear the word “food” it means I have to run away, to lie, to give an excuse like ” I ate before I came”, “I dont feel well to eat this now”, “I hate this restaurant”… and the list never ends. Who’s stuck with me in the middle of this cycle? My parents. They struggle for me ..I mean to feed me, but no use. I can die to save their life.

 I hate this sickness which no one can understand.

One final exam left and I’ll finally start my holiday. Actually I wasn’t waiting for this holiday like others, simply because I wasn’t stress and depressed in studying like them, 4 subjects with UTH system were pretty fine .. you wouldnt hate your life and study like that.

  I don’t miss TV but TV miss me alot, I am no longer busy since 16 June 2007 and though I dont have time for watching it, DVD, videos, ipod, players and other stuffs are enough for me now. Thank you Japan. ありがとう

 Anyway, I’ve been doing pretty good in all my 3 exams and I hope do the same tomorrow, Im really optimistic about that, but still ..who knows what Im going to do !!
 
 shuma dar rashtayy adabyat *** dars me5oned
 Who knows about persians and who doesn’t, they’re different, you find the good one and the worse, but people you have to know they’re not cruel, you have to think about it, and hey persians dont disturb/insult this country, others do. He sounded so serious and so do I, but think changes rapidly..yes to the negative direction, and of course I hate that, we were fine, but “all good things come to an end”.
  New friends and new people are both great to happen in someone’s life. I have that great thing in my life now.

 Thanks god for everything, god may bless all of us.

さよなら

This year has passed me by like wind.. I couldnt feel it !!

Events:
January
Cancer Deaths Decrease in the United States (Jan. 17): American Cancer Society reports that cancer deaths fell by 3,014 cases from 2003–2004. It’s the second consecutive year the number of deaths has dropped.

February
Scientists Confirm Global Warming (Feb. 2)

Harvard Names Its First Woman President (Feb. 11): Board of Overseers votes to name Drew Gilpin Faust, a historian, as the university’s first female president in its 371-year history

March
Iran Detains British Sailors
Tornadoes Ravage Several States
U.S. Says It Will Impose Duties on Chinese Goods

April
Iranian President Announces Ability to Enrich Uranium
College Student Guns Down Dozens in Virginia

May
Sarkozy Wins French Presidential Election (May 6)
Fighting in Lebanon Kills Dozens
President Seeks $30 Billion to Fight AIDS

June
Zoellick Is Elected Head of the World Bank

July
Millions Stolen in Baghdad Bank Robbery
Ruling Party Prevails in Turkish Elections
Argentina Experiences Unusual Snowfall
Harry Potter Sales Brisk
Murdoch Wins Approval to Buy Dow Jones

August
Former Islamist Elected President of Turkey

October
First Lady of Argentina Is Elected President
Gore Shares Nobel Peace Prize
Space Shuttle Heads for Space Station

November
U.S. Suffers More Casualties in 2007 Than Any Other Year
Bush Hosts Middle East Peace Conference
Senate Passes Children’s Health Insurance Bill
House Passes Bill Protecting Gays
Scientists Devise New Method to Create Embryonic Stem Cells

December
CIA Destroyed Interrogation Tapes
Russia Delivers Nuclear Fuel to Iran :)
Teen Birth Rate Increases
FCC Changes Media Rules

For me:
graduated
broke up many friendships with hypocrites
broke up with someone
changed to Chanel, Gucci, nina ricci, no more Doir’s
realized that parents arent that much stubborns :)
BBK bank account
canceled many other accounts
My uncle’s wife has passed away
changed my hair color

In general 2007 was a very nice year for me

Green has been my favorite color in 2007 :) hopefully not in 2008

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 lovely poster

 duh .. the angel grrrrrrr !!

Last days in Ramadan. a question i got to ask, who was the good slave this year? i mean most of you people (most not all) were busy, actually very busy with life, whether it was TV or hanging out. to be honest, I belong to those people. every year i tell everyone that ill read quraan and lock my ipod .. and so on, but it doesnt work with me.
 So its a short holiday for about 9 days, no uni before next thursday, ill forget all those bullshits about uni and projects and hopefully ill remember them later.
  This morning, there was something missing, but in the end of this morning too, i got it, Lucky me. Im talking in codes: Pocker, playing cards, wedding party on his own plane, ringtone i’ve sent, sex, missing & love, distance, my voice in arabic.